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Filofobia Filofobia de una mente destruida

Lo mismo y sin sentido. Buscando sin buscar, apreciando sin apreciar, amando sin poder amar, llorando sin tener lágrimas, anhelando sin poder imaginar, sintiendo sin tener los sentimientos necesarios.
He visto a esta persona ¿Siento algo por él? No, yo sé que siento nada, es solo que…. Me aferro a su presencia porque sé que no surgirá algo más fuerte que una amistad; No, no es amor, ni siquiera sé si es un sentimiento.

¡NO QUIERO!  Tengo miedo, estoy asustada de tu piel.
Busco defectos donde no los hay, hurgo en tus poros para encontrar uno solo y cuando al fin lo encuentro no estoy segura si es ve
Six Word Story: GoneI don't want to lose you.
The Artificial FaceThe Artificial Face

Inside the magazine you will see, very young attractive males and females. Each of them telling you, you are not good enough. They stand there and mock you with those eyes, those naked bodies. They tell you the horrible secrets that leak from their marble mouths. You are not hot, you are not thin, you are not muscular, you are not perfect like we are. We are the elite, everyone loves us and you will never be like us because you are so damned ugly.

They’re liars, every one of those people are nothing but liars. Please don’t hate them for what they are. They’re sad enough to stoop so low. So what is the t
Brokeback PewdieCry[This fic is actually too long to upload here, so please go to my FanFiction account, or go straight (hue) to the fic here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9301339/1/Brokeback-PewdieCry]
Interprequy - Dragon of FleshThere you are: pure, true. You have hatched through a soft crimson egg and rode the red sea through the scarlet gates. You grow and bare your teeth, your crown of hair. You spout your wings and become free.

It is until other dragons with blackened hearts come to you, that you lose your wings. You fall for their deceit. Pressure hones in on your pride, the gift of fire is remorselessly ripped from your heart. Nothing but smoke leaves your lungs. Like broken factory works, your insides breakdown.

Each breath, you unleash the cancerous poison to those who flew by you, laughed and breathed fire. Now, they look down from the limitless sky, eyes
I used to want to die.Take a look at this papers background… It’s blank right?
That’s what your life is every day if you do nothing about it.
The world is your canvas you paint it, not anyone else.
Pick up your paint brush and paint a beautiful sky that you want to see everyday
Or YOU choose to paint a tornado that takes everything from you, and eventually takes your life if you paint it too many times.
Trust me. It isn’t worth it. I know that’s it is hard, you tell me you can’t do it but you can. My God or your God believes you can get through this!
He believes that you are tougher than every person around you.
He believes th
Ignorance Is Bliss     Ignorance is bliss. There were never truer words to explain our relationship. I trusted you. I confided in you, and you treated it like it was nothing. Were it not for the fact that I believe in forgiving others despite their deeds, I would never have forgiven you.

    I should have known. I should have seen it from the first night I met you, but I wanted someone you as my friend enough I overlooked it. I should have just stopped for five minutes to see who you really were. But I didn’t.

    You’re very good at hiding who you are, I’ll give you that. I wonder how long you have been doing that. How many lies did you
Important   You see a different side of a people when they sleep. Some people become rolling and boiling oceans, thrashing around in fits of emotional rage. Others become soft trains, riding down a long peaceful track. Even still, some make an unconscious decision to tell you their life story.
    For me, my person becomes a beautiful place of serenity. Whilst he's awake, he's comical, vibrant, and alive. But sleeping, all of those wonderful attributes that make him him, they all become much quieter. All stress and anxiety seemingly disappear from under his radar, leaving only peace of mind and calm. While sleeping, he is more than beautiful.
    Sleep is important. But for me, it is not for the reasons scientists say it is. It is a chance to find beauty in those around you where you may not commonly see it, Sleep is a chance to hold someone close, when you're too fearful while conscious.
    Find your beauty. N
The Standard TwistWhat’s considered Normal
If we're all considered Odd,

Is Normal having no beliefs,
Is Normal loving God?

Is Normal picking up a smoke,
And lying down to rest,

Is Normal being better than you can be,
Is Normal really the best?

Is Normal a thing I can strive for,
Is it something I should be,

Is Normal the word you'd use to describe,
What you see when you see me?

In a world full of questions,
I like to ask myself,

If normal is something we aim for,
Why all those trophies on our shelves?

Because awards come from Oddity,
Where you do things with your heart,

And if you do them Normally,
You're hopeless from the start,

Oddity is what
I reread the note todayHe was so self-conscious that he began to come across as bizarre: a thin young man with gaunt cheekbones who slouched around the edges of conversations waiting for a chance to politely cut in, but to those more extroverted he seemed a creep or a voyeur. I knew him a year in silent passing before we had a conversation on the winding staircase beside the wall of windows.

Paused with intention, he stood above me and, backlit by a pale grey January morning, I could see all the blackened angles of his figure in contrast with his hands which rested bright upon the railing: smooth and golden, sparsely haired. When he smiled, he bared all his teeth,
This ManThis man is different from Pa. He's like a distinct reflection, making my world and understanding different than before.

Ma says that this man once told her that Pa was stupid to drop our family. After that, I always sat in my room--well, a room not MY room--wondering..........what was so special about my family? We're probably one of the worst families there is. A lost woman, now the head of a bunch of lost members, a dazed teenager, an isolated gamer, a quick tempered girl and two pets, who would want to choose us?

His family is more interesting. His wife is one of the religious group leaders at church, his daughter is a high school gradu
NoteI told the voices to shut the fuck up,
but they don listen, they just keep talking on and on,
and the love to argue with me over the stupidest shit.
I didn't know I wasn't the only one in me.

You never know, we could all very well be insane.
delusional and drunk in what we think is real.
who knows, it could all be a dream, or a nightmare
whichever you choose

i thought it was normal to be yourself, not someone else.
if that were the case, why so many sad sacks around.
is everyone this sad? i wouldn't know since
my closest friends are in my head.

i like my ponies, they symbolize the child in me
the child I hope dies when I die
I hope it nev
to everyone who gave me a fav to everyone who gave me a fav thank you very much
The American Nightmare*Caution: This story is not safe for young children. It is very scary.*
A little girl comes skipping into her house. She has a bright, cheery smile upon her face and she's holding dandelions in her hands. But soon, the smile is wiped off her face as she opens the fridge...
To her terror, there is nothing to eat. Sadly, due to her American diet and 1st world problems, the only food she is capable of digesting is soda, potato chips, and hamburgers. Not once in her life has she thought of trying some fruit or vegetables. For she is an American.
"Mother!" she cries, "There is nothing to eat!" The little girl falls to her knees and weeps because she's too blind to see that there is still food in the refrigerator. Her handful of dandelions fall to the floor along with her tears.
But there is no reply, because the hunger has already taken her dear old mother. And there is no reply fr
Big Brother? "Grown up."
"Suck up."
"You are so immature."
"You'll never get better."
"You'll never be better."
"You're a hindrance."
"Stop talking. Close your mouth."
"No one wants to hear you."
"It'd be better for everyone if you'd just stop TALKING."

    I smirk. I laugh.  I never shut up. I don't give him what he wants.  I continuously talk over him as he spews out his insults.  I act like it's all a joke.  He thinks I'm stupid for it, and I want him to think I'm nothing short of annoying.  I want him to give up on me and avoid me.  I'll spit out something to anger him at every given opportunity.  Continue to greet him every time he walks in the do
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mil y un tags D:

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Primer tag que debo de NekoLovelove

1- ¿Bailas la macarena?
si
2-¿Te gusta la ciencia?
si
3-¿Escuchas Queen? si
4-¿Qué series de anime vez?
zatchbell naruto etc. etc. XD
5-¿Qué otras series? amo los
cartoons <3
6-¿Cómics, mangas? ¿Cuáles?
ummm no muchos D: pero en serio me gusta zatchbell :3
7-¿Dónde vives? Calle, ciudad, país, continente, planeta y galaxia, por favor
wonderland!!neverland, disneyland 8D
8-¿Comida favorita?
italina, Mexicana , china , japonesa, chatarra , verduras
9-¿Facebook, Twitter o tumblr?
tengo los 3 solo ocupo msn XD que ni esta en esta lista xD
10-¿Do you like trains?
oh yea!! 8D

Segundo Tag por karito13

1-Yaoi, yuri o Hentai ewe?
yaoi
2-Twitter,tumbrl,facebook o msn?
msn :3<3
3-Cuando es tu cumple :3?
28 de marzo :D
4-Donde naciste?
en un hospital 8D XDXDXDXD okok no .-.
5-Que haces?
Estudio, bailo , toco bateria, y pues balblah blah
6-segundo nombre?
mi segundo nombre es Estefanía
7-Como llegaste a DA y como nos conosimos segun tu? XD
Llegue hace unos anios por una serie que me facinaba llamada zatchbell :3 y pues deje la cuenta sin actividades por un buen rato despues gracias a niky mi esposa<3 la retome n.n ehe incluso ya subo cosas XD y pues te conoci creo a travez de mis fics >.< pero creo que antes yo llegue a tu cuenta y me agradaban tu dibus :3
8-Queen o The beatles?
AMO A LOS BEATLES CON TODO MI CORAZON XDXD
9- RS o AT?
AMBOS!
10- Fan art o propio?
AMBOS!

Tercer tag por Small-Spark

1-.¿Cual es tu pelicula favorita desde niño?
ummm no lo se eran muchas D: sobre todo las animadas :3
2-.¿Cual es tu frase favorita?
you don't have to worry about tomorrow <3
3-.¿Cual es la cancion que te a echo llorar? [o simplemente te dio tristeza]
ummm la unica que he llorado y eso porque la escuche en vivo 4 veces y llorado las mismas XD fue all my loving de the beatles no tanto la letra si no el sentimiento con las que fueron cantadas n.n <3
4-.¿Que piensas de la homofobia?
umm el miedo a lo homosexual
5-.¿Te gustan los videovlogs?
sip poque no ? :D
6-.¿Cual es tu mejor chiste?
ummmm XD pudin!!! xDXDXD okok no D:
7-.¿En la escala del 1-10 que tan pervertid@ te consideras?
ummm diez y torce :3

Cuarto Tag por yusunaby

1 Si regular show fuera tu serie, que cambios harias en el? (jojojo, ni me pregunten eso a mi~)
umm ninguno es perfecta , aunque si muy por mi le meteria mas morby XD lastima que no se puede.
2 Que piensas sobre los grupos de parejas (RS o AT) en el DA?
Perfectosss wiiii
3 Que prefieres ser, un lapiz o una pluma?
ummm lapiz porque puedo asi borrar mis errores y corregirlos n.n
4 A quien admiras en el DA?
a mi esposa Niky <3 y a unas personillas de mi Id <3
5 si tu casa se incendia que cosa rescatarias primero? (solo 1 o 2)
A mis familia y emmm mi hamster buck :3
6 Quien es tu personaje favortito de CN?
omg!!!1 no puedo ecoger uno D: pero digamos que Rigby >.<
7 Si pudieras retroceder el tiempo a que epoca lo harias?
80's!!!!  en la epoca hiipieee !!wuuuuuuuu XD okok no .-.
8 Tienes algun miedo u obsecion?
ummmmmm si tengo miedo a las pelis de miedo D: nunca he podido ver una me dan tanto horror no me gusta ese sentimiento u.u
9 dicen que si le quitas las laganias  a los perros y te las pones en los ojos puedes ver en blanco y negro, crees que sea cierto?
omg mentiras!!! D: yo tenia un perrito <3 le salian muchas laganias >.<  nunca lo intente pero aun asi eso es imposible n.nu hablo de que las laganias sacan la basurita de los ojos no hacen milagros >.<
10 Estas segur@ de que no eres un tipo de alien mutante? D:
dios!!! nunca lo habia pensado D: y si lo soy ??D:

Quinto Tag TalkingFruitfromHell

1. Si salieras en un show de Cartoon Network, en cuál sería?
ummm en Hora de aventura o un show mas!! <3
2. Chocolate o vainilla?
chocolate!!! :D
3. Razón por la que entraste en DA ^-^
Llegue hace unos anios por una serie que me facinaba llamada zatchbell :3 y pues deje la cuenta sin actividades por un buen rato despues gracias a niky mi esposa<3 la retome n.n
4. Programa de televisión favorito
no es obio? XD si no cheken mi id :D <3
5. Escoge: yaoi o pan de elote D:
Dios que dificil decicion D: T.T porque me hacen sufrir asi XD
6. Dibujo o literatura?
ohhhhhh no les digoooo estoy sufriendo!!1 escogo ambos!!!!!
7. Personaje favorito de Regular Show
Rigby

Sexto Tag DarknessD

1.- Que haces despues que sales de la escuela?
ummm como despues voya mis actvidades o hago tarea y luego chateo en la noche n.n
2.- Episodio favorito de Regular Show/ Un Show Mas
omg Todos no decido XD
3.- Rigby o Don?
ambossss awww <3
4.- Di una buena razon por la cual existes (esa ni mejor no la respondan ._.)
ummm el simple echo de razonar me hace exitir?
5.- Erotica o Sangrienta?
owo?  
6.- Gomas de mascar o Paletas de mantequilla?
Dios amo los dulces >.<
7.- Personaje Vocaloid Favorito
ummmm casi no conosco el vocaloid XD pero supongo miku XD
8.- Que prefieren, Morderet o Rigleen? (okey... mejor no ._.)
ummm morby !! XD pero bueno jajaja de esos? prefuero rigleen aunque no me guste >.<
9.- Aburrido o Fiestero? (sin pasarse de las copas :))
omg te juro que nose XD
10.- Parodia favorita de MAD
ummm la de hora de aventura supongo XD

listo al fin!!!! xD termine XD

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~DarknessD May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
hahahahaha pues lameto que no te guste rigleen pero mas prefiero decir nada XD
ademas, mmmm... mejor no hablo la boza -_-
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~karlastarfani May 30, 2012
jajajajaja XD pues no me gusta mucho el rigleen >.< pero tampoco lo juzgo n.n <3 por algo inventan nuevos personajes para hacer parejistas cierto? owo? XD ya habla sin censura xD la verdad entre tanto tag me revolvi toda XD duda? pregunta? , reclamacion? , sugerencia? (me siento como las cajas de quejas xD)
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~karlastarfani May 30, 2012
*parejitas n.nu
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~yusunaby May 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
~kya que trabajo se ve contestar eso x3 de todas formass gracias por hacerlo :3
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~karlastarfani May 29, 2012
jajjaja si de echo me llevo un tiempo XD <3 y omg no hay de que un placer n.n espero haber resuelto tus dudas 8D XDXD n.n
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~yusunaby May 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
jojojo, mejor que eso, hermosas tus respuestas :D
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Mood: Love ~karlastarfani May 29, 2012
oh mil gracias *sonrrie* con gusto en serio n.n y cuando quieras <3
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~yusunaby May 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
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